above the sky, there are shadows of pain, again what i have learned from life is that, no certain thing can be a valueable for the rest, pertaining to the point that we must learn to let go of the things in time. That's what i know for now, but me myself cant prove it, why? cause i cant let go, madaling sabihin mahirap gawin. How easy it is to SAY na, just try to be strong yet so hard to DO.
another sequence in life that i cant accept what's happened. what happened nga ba? was it just a simple heart break? o masyado lang ako umasa sa bagay na hindi ko naman yata talga naging akin. sabi ni icy, marami namang iba jan bakit hindi ka nalang maghanap ng iba? ung magmamahal sayo ng tunay. one thing is, with the pain that i felt before, shit, there's a big tendency na manloko ako ng iba. otherwise, kung ung panibagong mamahalin ko ay more than what he did for me, lagpas pa sa pagmamahal na nadama ko before. ang sakit mga kuya, ang sakit talga. ang what's the worst that i could say? wala naman ako magawa talga sa buhay ko ngayon, pero ndi naman ako makapag bulakbol or what. ano ba? sisirain ko ba dapat ang buhay ko? tang inang yan. hindi nako umiiyak ngayon pero, ganun parin nararamdaman ko, somehow i felt before like i was rejected. something na para bang pinaglaruan lang ako ng tao.
pasensya na kayo, ganito lang talga ako ka pessimistic na tao. kaya nga takot ako umattend sa mga eyeballs ng Biggermanila, not just because of the warning i got from them, dahil na din sa mga pessimistic ideas coming from my mind. this day was just a simple day. i had my stay with my whole family, although ampon lang ako ok lang. masaya naman ako kc pinalaki nila ako ng matino
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