Scars of a Failing Heart

Broken hopes falling away, dont you have something to say? does it makes you sleep, cause damn, i cant. Emptiness of words that you said, scars in my heart that you left! now what you have done makes me close to dying. everything's failing with thoughts of YOU! now i'm down without knowing what's true, with those ways you look at someone else. fuckin shit, everyone's saying just try to be strong and how i wish that im just being wrong....... would you try to hear me out? would you? would you?

what about... the... the mood of distraction's prevailing tonight, have you seen what's the best and what's right? now you're gone and you're on your own.. the Ghost of your Presence is saying Goodbye, and i'll die w/o making things Right! now, your'e gone and you're on your own.

broken glass cut me to sleep... wounds are disected so deep... i don't want to wake up
and i need your blood to warm my hands and you don't have to understand you just got me all wrong. what about the things i left in the way, those thing i ran away, should i blame myself? of should i blame you?




Sean Julius Dimaguila (left)
Emmanuel Dela Paz (right)

Dota Buddies






hello guys, these two are my friends, for many years ago. we met each other in a computer ship in Cardona, Rizal. same to the thing that we reached the closeness degree. such thing that would probably, and is necessary to play DOTA all night Long? Godlike, OWNING!
serious, these two are fuckingly GOOD in games and basketball.
i never had the chanced to be with them for a long time, pero.. saludo ako dude.!


Special Feature, a cute friend of mine.. hehe

Name : Mikoy

Age : 24? i think

Location : Quezon City

Height : 5'11"

www.friendster.com/anakinmikoy

who is he? i got that chance when Mel (malakingtiyan) gave my number to him last may 4, 2007 well well, what is the link between those hazards? its the sweetness and curiosity that takes place, i had the chance to play a computer game with him BC websight, Farmer's Plaza a couple of times, kasama ko din sya sa Trinoma, when we watched Transformers, together with mel's friends. Dine togerther in some foods outlet (mostly sa McDO) and im pretty sure that he's a good person. interesting huh? but now hindi ko na sya gaanong nakakausap, i think he transfered already in alabang, new job? ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY NGA PALA!

VIDEO of d' Day...



this song is a realtime definition of my experience, share with you lang. sweet life