Anatomy and Physiology of my Broken Heart

Your subtleties, They strangle me (ouch)
I can't explain myself at all. i really cant imagine what might and what could be?
And all the wants, And all the needs, All I don't want to need at all. i only need u, i only want you
The walls start breathing, My mind's unweaving (cant u see?)
Maybe it's best you leave me alone. (i keep on telling myself this, but, but, but,......)
A weight is lifted, On this evening, I give the final blow. (yes i gave my very best)

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight!!!

A falling star, Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain. (yes i really dont understand)
You're finding things that you didn't know. I look at you with such disdain
Now I'm on my own side... It's better than being on your side ( my dear, i dont think this is true, i hate leaving u) It's my fault when you're blind (fuck off, im damn so stupid) It's better that I see it through your eyes. All these thoughts locked inside, Now you're the first to know!!

these days, mukha akong timang. timang na tanga na bobo na gago na ogag na engot na baliw na praning na PUTANG INANG TANGA TANGA TANGA TANGA TANGA!!!!
isa akong manhid para sa iba. walang hiya para sa nakararami. masayahin para sa lahat
pero ang di nila alam. sa loob ko ang pinaka malungkot at emosyonal na tao sa buong mundo. isa lang akong simpleng tao. wala akong kwenta alam ko. pero isa lang ako sa mundo. at kahit kelan ay hindi na kayo makakakita ng tulad ko.. (right?)

One best thing to describe myself is that im an asshole. A big piece of shit walking around like a moron who loves seeing disasters happen to his miserable life. I am that imbecile who love to talk to trees or to the dogs at the streets when ever I had the chance. I am a keen observer because i like to watch the flies in the garbage can dip thier asses into some shit then fly around the air. If we were neighbors, you'ld notice me by the way I walk. With me tounge out like a dog and my zipper unzipped. who could miss that? I like to stick my head out of a bus' window, running over 120. You might think that I'm weird, maybe because i came out from the ass. Thats all. thank you. Bow.

P.S. The things that make you mad are my favorite things.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

take note, im not suplado or anything. im fund of funny things, walang hiya man ako'y makisakay ka namang. madaldal ako kapag kasama ko mga kakilala ko. no prob with me dealing with any people.. ayoko lang ng judgemental.. gusto ko kasama ay mga walang hiya rin.!